The four seasons once languished inside a song, a telling of sharp symphonies where each note felt inescapable—yet incapable of penetrating her ears, which lay awake at night, waiting for a voice other than her own. With every piercing note, it felt like a crescendo carrying lands she hadn’t seen, tasting flavors she hadn’t sought; sowing seeds of despair into a crowded club of despondent, like melodies not ready for television, not ready for public attention.
Still, she wept at the lowest of seasons, building a fire in the winter and a fresh birth in the spring, until she learned to command both—each with distinct measure, the way a spider spins a web without falling off its course, without departing from its nature.
She breathed in the smell of rain, the bubbling smoke rising off hot, melting streets, pennies untamed and lies unsought. She stood on the water, or perhaps within it, each snowflake carrying her reflection, her own breath, a mirror of solitude and wonder.
As each capstone and wave passed, they reminded her of warm South Carolina nights, where fireflies made a spectacle and stolen penny jars could not capture their essence, could not contain their flight. They reminded her too of Germany, where cold pierced her face, clung to her toes, carrying weapons through mountains as she searched for the perfect point, cried for the pinnacle unseen.
Each note of the song, each season, each fleeting aroma of the world became a thread in her symphony—a testament that if a spider can be a spider, she can be herself—in every season, through every song.
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